Showing posts from January, 2013


It is the start of a new year and we all get the chance to sit back and reflect on our lives and shit. Well, let me start by saying that 2012 for me was a year of self discovery and heart breaking tv shows. haha In all seriousness, Grey's this past year was heart wrenching. Real talk. Also, I turned 21 this year and I got to experience the bar scene. It wasn't as great as I hoped it would be...I do love me some tequila though! haha

No, but really. I have so much to be thankful for, and with every minute that passes I am able to realize just how blessed I truly am. I want to start off by saying that I always thought that I was good at emotions and dealing with them...lies. That notion was nothing more than a pipe dream. So this past year, I worked on really talking about what I was feeling with the people it involved (even if that meant talking to myself). I worked on being honest and blunt. Now, that didn't always make me come off as nice...being blunt sometimes means bein…

Baby Jae (Gillbert)

This past Sunday, I had the pleasure of going to Manti to attend Jaelyn's farewell. Homegirl, decided that she needed to serve a mission. Well, Jae is one of my bffs and her leaving me to go anywhere is not ideal, even though, she was leaving me to go to St. George and do an internship for a big shot Senator had she not gone on a mission.
Well, I know now that Jaelyn going on a mission is her destiny. I was sitting in church, and she was speaking and it just hit very powerfully, how amazing she is going to be as a missionary. I mean, she could easily convert all of Florida if they would let her.  You know those people that can help you feel the spirit by just standing next to you? She is one of those people. I like to call people like her "spiritual crack."  I have been having a really hard time with the idea of her leaving on a jet plane, but I realized very quickly sitting in the middle of all these children in her ward, that she needs to go save some souls.
For those …