30
I did it. I hit the big 3-0! I want to take a moment to share, reflect, analyze a little, and look to the future. First of all, let's start with the fact that I did not, in any way shape or form think I would make it to be this old. I honestly never thought that I would make it past 18. I have had all these extra years that I didn't plan for, and sure as hell didn't ask anyone to give me. I have basically been dragging my depressed, stupid ass around with no intent or desire. Don't get me wrong. I have lived a beautiful life, full of the most beautiful people that have ever existed in all of time. Oh, another thing before we move forward: I do not mince my words, and I love real real hard. I have learned many a thing during these thirty years of life. First, attitude, it's everything. This has taken me forever to understand and accept, and even longer to implement. I am still practicing every day with my brain to ensure we can look at the pluses and the lessons