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2022

 Hello world! I love to recap my thoughts on my year via word, spoken preferably, but written is fine.  2022 started with my heart being shattered into hundreds of little pieces, tears in my eyes, and a burning desire to never feel this way again. And the icing on the shit cake? A speeding ticket. I had myself fooled into believing in a fantasy and oh God, how wrong I was! It was not a good time, and I vowed to not make my whole year about this...again. Every year my soul friends and I chose a word of the year. I use it as the overall theme in everything I do. This year the word for me was Surrender. Surrender to the truth, surrender to the flow of the universe, and surrender to who I am. I care deeply as to what my loved ones think of me. I internalize so much that I act like I don't care, and then do everything to show that I actually do, but lying to myself about it. (Humans are fucking weird, why would I do that?) "Hi, you need to look inside for that validation you so dee